so… i passed the interview for EPIK  and just mailed all my documents yesterday… now i guess all i have to do is wait?? Still havent told bf that i passed the interview… I’m super nervous since this is a hard topic to talk about with him…

I’ll only have 3 more months to spend with him b4 i leave to korea for a year..

110lbs

Oh man… when i woke up this morning and stood on the scale and saw 110lbs.. I had to blink a couple times to make sure I wasn’t still groggy and just imagining it. I seriously jumped and fist pumped into the air. Now that i hit my goal weight… comes the hard part which is maintaining it!

I haven’t posted in a month! Oh gosh! What have i been up to? I actually havent worked out after insanity… I know! bad me! very bad me! I’m currently 113lbs and have been this weight for a month, sometimes getting to 112 or 114lbs but i havent passed 115lbs which is a great thing. I’m definitely planning on hitting up at least a hour at the gym 5-6x a week with my boyfriend.. despite the fact he probably wont go as much as me but I REALLY REALLY want to hit 105 by the end of June. Even though I havent been working out, I’m still eating as healthy as I can which a cheat day once a week but I never go overboard. My portions are still kept small while eating 5-6 meals a day. Besides thatt…

I’ve sent in my application to teach in Korea. I’m just waiting to hear back from EPIK whether or not they want to schedule an interview with me. *crosses fingers* I have all my documents, i just need to get them apostiled and notarized which will probably consist of me going to D.C. for a roadtrip. I’m still worried that if I do get accepted, what’s going to happen here… i mean my boyfriend still doesn’t seem like he wants to even talk about it, he always makes such a sad face if i mention anything doing with korea. But it’s been something I wanted to do since forever! I’m scared and nervous about leaving our relationship and making it long distance but I believe that we’ll get through it… I guess i’ll leave this til I find out later if i even get accepted, no point in worrying about something thats not in my hands at the moment.

I’m on my last week of insanity!! I’m so excited!! I’ll definitely hit up the gym after insanity is done. Plan on working on building endurance for running.

Here are my progress pictures so far!!

I only have 5lbs left to hit my GW but 10 lbs for my UGW!

Lets do this!

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Okay I finished my week 6 on sunday, and just started week 7 yesterday. I’m currently 117lbs :) yay I broke that stupid 120lbs! Never plan on going back. My routine has still been the same, doing insanity everyday and 1 rest day. I started the 2nd half of insanity which totally upped the workouts, instead of 35 minute workouts, they’re not currently a hour… As you might guess, I’m basically dying 2/3’s of the way through. I really want a thigh gap… and i’ve read many articles which state you shouldnt be doing lunges or squats because it’ll increase your thigh muscles making them tone… but bigger, so not sure what to do… might just skip the squat exercises in insanity and replace them with another exercise. After insanity is done, I plan on going to the gym and using the elliptical for 1 hour everyday except a rest day.